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Never Getting Over It

by Alien Boy

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1.
I can't hold you up anymore so I'll let your ghost out my window and watch it drift away into the sky the find someone to hold at night I hope when you look out your window you think that maybe I am too sleeping through these cold nights until the breeze gets warmer and we'll be alright I wish I could still hold you but I can't even hold myself I wish I could still hold you but I can't even hold myself up You'll always be my ghost and I'll find you again one day Out my window late at night you know I'll be there
2.
I could feel the way you breathed like we had done this before it felt like a dream I had it felt like my blood rushed back I could feel I hide in separate beds now for you though I'm never sure I wrote them all down for you I swear you'll never learn I looked out the window down at the screen away from your eyes away from everything the thought of your breath ruined me you ruin me you always have
3.
In the morning when I wake up I feel my skin grow tired of holding me together that's why we stay together pick me up and we're not alone my skin it peels my colors run because I stayed up destroying me just for fun my stomach burns memories of slurs half spoken words of Maybe we could drunk drive around the city and it'd be the best night of my life and I'll keep coming back you make me drunk drive my whole lifeI wake up in crashed cars before it starts when you said you wanted me just this once my stomach burns memories of slurs half spoken words of Your my favorite wishful thinking your my favorite thing I wish I could hate you and everything let me back in before it starts My stomach burns memories of slurs half spoken words their empty repeat it over and over the years there's answers I'm never going to hear
4.
I Want You 02:34
I tried you on for the best I felt well dressed I tried you on I tried and tried I tried to stay but you went away I want you to know that I want you We tried it out and turned around Accidents happen go back to bed But years can pass and then you wake up But I still think about you when I wake up
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Never Will 02:24
What you were looking for I don't have and I never will what I was looking for was some company what you were looking for you'll never find with eyes like mine lets walk backwards until you find Until you find someone to hold you until you find someone to take your mind until you find someone that holds you until you find someone like mine What you were looking for I don't have and i never did what I was looking for was a car ride home what you were looking for I wanted to be but soon you'll find I just want to go home
7.
Blacking Out 02:44
I felt such relief coming home to be all alone when I yelled out that I'm ruined and let it all show clench my fists dive in In the haze of this winter since the last still left me spinning trace the map all the way back and try to find me close your eyes to see something I see the lids behind my eyes because I can't think of you like that anymore I loved you last night I could love you tomorrow I would die by your side but only tonight But your skin is where I've learned to rest my head and it's their skin where I've learned to leave my
8.
Count the seconds count the words miscount my metaphors miscount your worth Maybe I'll start listening to Radiohead and cry about you all over again it's the only thing I'll remember bouncing back and forth from your candor I hope that letter I wrote was the last I could grow past thinking that you'd last I know I'll do much better without you but when I sleep I still dream about you

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All songs written by Sonia Weber and Alien Boy except for Hand In Glove written by Steven Morrissey and Johnny Marr/The Smiths

We recorded this every Wednesday night in January between the hours of 10pm and 5am.

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released April 9, 2015

Recorded/mixed by Caleb Misclevitz
Mastered by Bill Henderson at Azimuth Mastering

Vocals/guitars/bass by Sonia Weber
Drums/shred solo/noise by Derek McNeil
Guitar noises/vocals/twinkles by Caleb Misclevitz

Album art by Caleb Misclevitz
Photos by Parker Johnson

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