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The Way I Feel
03:49
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It’s all in line
To look just fine
We’ll be friends again another summertime
When I think of you I think of then
And it freaks me out
It’s been years
Am I still the boy that loved you?
Are you still so sick of hearing of the feelings stuck inside?
All this time
Are we close in ways no one will ever think to wonder?
Are we sick from loving others?
Can we read each other’s minds?
Big or small? Is there even a scare?
When so much has changed about who we are.
It’s just invisible ink bleeding out the corner of my heart.
All this time?
Turn off the phone I’m not at home
The way you love me hurts too much
The way I feel
The way you make me feel, wont come around again.
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2. |
Nothing's Enough
02:03
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I ask again, am I talking to myself?
Most days I’d rather sit alone
Being close scares me the most
Everything confuses me
I don’t know who I am
I found someone to hold my hand
But it’s not holding back the ghosts
I’m chasing dreams
Kicking in my sleep
But nothings enough
Still see you in my dreams
Still saying yr leaving
But yr already gone
Broke another mirror stumbling into bed with you
I’m judging everything I do
The hum is always cutting through
I don’t know anything everyday you surprise me
I try to rearrange my room
But nothing ever seems to move
I said goodbye today
I’m staring out the window
I can’t keep digging at these holes
I can’t keep bleeding over you
You.
I’m chasing dreams
Kicking in my sleep but nothings enough
Still see you in my dreams
You’ll always be a part of me.
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3. |
Dear Nora
03:16
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I feel a little lost today
Like I haven’t felt since yesterday
Like I haven’t felt since I’ve been home
Yr everything yr everything
That's how my brain works about these things, to me
It feels like there's a shuffling
Like it might not be like every other thing
I adore you so, you adore me
In the way I always wanted
I feel like a teenager
Stuck daydreaming
With yr skin always surrounding me
I adore you so, you adore me
In the way I always wanted
I feel like a teenager
Stuck daydreaming
With yr skin always surrounding me
I adore you so, I told you so ;)
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4. |
Heartburn
03:35
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We’re always wonderin’
What’ll be the next to go
My brain or my body
Will it be my heart or soul?
I watch you bitter
Everyday yr driving by
I wanna know you
But I forgot how to try
I always wanted to be you
To move the ways that others do
I’m always tired
Working hard to keep in touch
I get home early
Oh, I never eat enough
Everydays the fucking same
The world is ending everyday
I wanna love you but I don’t know how
I always wanted to be you
To move the ways that others do
I watch the world fade away
In the gloom I hear it say
“Tell me that you love me more than you me more than you ever did before”
I always wanted to be you
I always wanted to be you
To feel the way that I used to
We’re always wonderin’
What’ll be the next to go
My brain or my body
Will it be my heart or soul?
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5. |
Ache #2
02:31
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(A song for Alex, Mac, and Derek)
The world is bad
I don’t really know how to talk about it
I feel alright when I’m around you
Driving safe, no I’m not reckless
When it’s cold
I like to drive real far way
Make it home safe say it everyday
Cause’ if I lost you, I don’t know what I’d do
“Ache”* said it all
The ones I love are spread so far apart
On the map and in my heart
When I’m dumb you think I’m funny
It’s getting old
How ya’ll are leaving me
Do you even like what you’ve got left?
My Father’s Place
It’s cheap to talk about the things you need
I’ll meet you for coffee quarter after three
I haven’t eaten alone in weeks
“Ache”* said it all
The ones I love are spread so far apart
On the map and in my heart
Yeah, I’m dumb
“Ache”* said it all
The ones I love are spread so far apart
On the map and in my heart
And in my heart
And in my heart
*Ache by Jawbreaker
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6. |
Something Better
03:50
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Is it okay to still feel this way?
Growing pains lasting longer every day
Aging away
It all starts to fade
Now yr just a whisper
Humming warmly in my dreams
I used to think you could hear me
Now yr just a whisper
Sing it slowly back to me
What did it mean?
I want something better than out here
I want something more
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7. |
Seventeen
03:19
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Wake me up before I fall asleep
Sing to me like we’re seventeen
Love me like you’ve never loved someone before
You look at me through the sunlight like we’re free
I could break if you see me
I wanna give you everything
She is the light I’ve had before
I have it all but I want more
She talks to me like I’m in a dream
She talks to me
Wake me up before I fall asleep
Sing to me like we’re seventeen
Love me like you’ve never loved someone before
I talk to you like I know you want me to
I could break again someday
I can’t pretend it went away
My fragile heart, I give to you
My fragile heart
Wake me up before I fall asleep
Sing to me like we’re seventeen
Love me like you’ve never loved someone before
Wake me up before I fall asleep
Sing to me like we’re seventeen
Don’t wanna miss a thing
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How? How?
Can I be this thing for you, never really knowing who
How? How?
Do I think when yr asleep?
Waking up with you only
I love, I love, I love you enough
Enough, enough, to let it go just this once
How? How?
Can I be the thing you need, when I’ve been broken on repeat
How? How?
Do I think when yr asleep?
Waking up with you only
How? How?
I love, I love, I love you enough
Enough, enough, to let it go just this once
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9. |
Memory's Vault
04:46
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Now I’ll never know you
Now I’ll never be you
The way I always wanted you
Was always about me too
I don’t talk to you
It’s just too hard to be cool
I said I missed you just to a stranger
I beg to keep things like you away
But I still think about it
I still think about you
When we were close
Now I’ll never know you
Now I’ll never be you
The way I always wanted you
Was always about me too
It was always about me too
Does it feel like you?
Or does it feel like me?
Sometimes I look in the mirror and yr all I see
Sometimes it’s the best day
Sometimes it’s the worst day
One set of earrings for two
What does it feel like to be you?
Now I’ll never know you
Now I’ll never be you
The way I always wanted you
Was always about me too
It was always about me too
It was always about me
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10. |
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(clear eyes full hearts can’t lose)
I don’t remember where I lost myself
I don’t remember much at all
I like to sit around and watch TV
Let the fake light wash over me
I used to feel so much
Now I’m nothing but sore and lost
Who am I?
What’s it like to remember everything?
Tell me again how yr leavin’
Watch my face unable to feel it
Another foggy night
Another long goodbye
Playing reruns through my mind
My heads all in the clouds
It shows when yr around
You need me to listen but I never learned how
I’m sorry everyday
The closeness slips away
But TV will always make me cry
Who am I?
What’s it like to remember everything?
Do you remember everything?
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11. |
The Way I Disappoint You
04:20
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I’m friends with boys who disappoint me
I keep hearing the worst things
Ya’ll keep leaving me behind
They always do
The girls who disappoint me
Are so gone now that I can’t see
I can’t remember who it was that felt close to me
But who am I to you?
What do you see when you see through
And who am I to her?
Another disappearing boy
I don’t want you to think about me anymore.
I stopped talking to anyone
About the things inside my heart
Until I met you
You don’t hurt me now
The way I miss yr body
The way that you love mine
Yr the sweetest thing to ever touch my life
The way I disappoint you
The they disappoint me
The way I hurt from missing
All the people that are gone
When it feels like lifes too long.
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